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Failure.
I'm a failure. In life.
In studies.
In love.
I fail at everything.
I know many people would say somethings to cheer me up. Like, they say that you're clever too or whatnot but it just doesn't help. I just can't do anything right. I just make people disappointed. Like how I made you disappointed.
I know I didn't give you my all. I didn't show you all my love. I didn't say the things that you wanted to hear nor did I do what you wanted me to do. I know I didn't do my job as someone who loves you. I'm sorry for all that.
I know I'm already a failure in your eyes. I can't accomplish anything.
Confidence.
One thing that many has that I don't have.
The one thing that you have that I don't as well. I hate not being able to walk down the streets alone. I hate not being able to go up stage and just do what I want to, do what I've always dreamed of. I want to be just like you but that's just impossible.
I guess, if I were to say that things were impossible, you'd reply to me, "Nothing is impossible."
But somethings just are.
Like how people dream about being the first man to create some clever things but in the end, other people have done it already. Like how you say you want to be the king of the world but God is already the King and nobody can ever replace Him.
Somethings are just impossible.
Like how our relationship is right now.
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