I keep staring at it and I know why. 

I don't have the guts to say the words, "Don't go."

I keep staring at your back. I keep staring at it every single day. I want you to not leave me there, all alone and hanging. I want you to pick me up and bring me with you so that I can be beside you, seeing your smiling face, not at your back. I want you to hold my hand as usual and lead me to the places that I've never seen before. I want you to look at me only, not at the other girls who would just pass by you and stare at you, knowing that you're well-known. I want you to know that I love you as who you are, not as THAT person. 

To sum it all up, I just love you. 

I want you to know that but you just won't believe the words that I say. All those times that we've spent together, where did it all go?Where are those times when all of us were smiling. All our friends would just watch as we laugh together and I try to make them laugh together. I love you more than I love myself. Do you know that you're really important to me? Why can't you just see that?

Why can't you realize?

All that I can keep is the memories. 

I never want to look at your back again. I want to be with you, beside you. But now, I want to be the one who stands in front of you. I'm going to show you what I can do. 

You better watch me shine. 

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