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Siti Najiha Bte Mohd Sanusi aka Han Sung Ah. Turns a year older every 14/O5. Please remember to drop by and gimme presents. :D Well, I'm in love with KPOP. Especially DBSK. I love the World. :D
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Run To You
Every single time I look at you, I feel like running to you. I just want to hug you and tell you how much you mean to me. I want to thank you for giving me a reason to live and not care about what others say. You thought me that I should go after my dream, even though it's against my mother's consent. You thought me that I should go after what I want and put all my effort into it. I have to give it my all in order to succeed. I don't want to only be successful in studies. I want to be good in something else; singing. I want to be just like my idols but who knows, maybe I can't? I don't think I can make it through the first audition even. Maybe I can but maybe I can't but who the hell cares? I want him to stay there with me. I want to be as close as possible to him. I want him to know that I do exist and I want to shine in his eyes. I have always been thinking of him, even in class or whatsoever. I want him to smile. Every single time I see him, he looks really tired and everytime I notice that, I feel like running up to him, slapping him and scolding him for not getting enough sleep. I want him to know that there's someone here for him, supporting him and loving him no matter what stupid things he does. He smokes, well, he used to and I'm happy that he doesn't. He can't help it. Although he's an idol, he's still human. He can love anyone he wants, go out with anyone he wants but he just doesn't want to because he doesn't want to tear away that idol image of his. I wish that he could just live life normally just like any other normal person. I'm getting tired of all the fans that always get angry at him touching another girl. Sure I get jealous too but seeing him happy is enough for me. I want him to be happy and smile for me, that's all. You mean the world to me and you should know that. You're always on my mind and you should know that as well.You always make me worry and you should realize that. You mean the whole wide world(maybe not) but you're still the one for me. I love you and that's that. I want to see you healthy and not tired like how you look now. You know that I feel sad and upset whenever I see you tired, as if you haven't gotten any rest. Please rest if you have the time. I know that work can be such a bitch but please, think of the people who care for you the most. You know that there are still people out there that love you, not as a fan but as something else. At first, I thought that my love for you was just a fan's love but when I entered Junior High, I kept thinking of you. No guys caught my interest. It was just a simple crush, like. It wasn't major, not like how the feeling when you love someone. I know that it's love and it's god damn obvious. I keep thinking of you and I even remember the day when I first fell for you. More than two years has passed. I kept it from everyone. Everyone thinks that it's a joke but it's not. I can't go on anymore, knowing that you're not okay.You're sick and it's obvious in my eyes. I want you to know that there's always people cheering you on.
Even though you can't see them or talk to them, they're still there for you. Make sure that you actually take care of your health and open your eyes wide enough to see who the hell is there for you. There's always me so watch out for the whacky me !
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